Thursday, October 13, 2016

7 years ago
Type-o's
I reread my first entry and noticed all of my misspellings and punctuation errors. Guess I was so distraught I forgot to use spellcheck.
I can't believe reading that entry I still fell the same emotions I did the day I wrote it.

An update to that entry.The lawyer that Norm Fitch supposedly hired for me didn't take the case as that is not the kind of case he does so they referred me to someone else. I chose not follow up with that lawyer.

I did qualify us for welfare after fighting their stupid inept system. We qualified for one month it actually goes for 6 months but I felt we shouldn't use it as we finally got Mike qualified for disability a month after we got welfare.Yay

The bishop was awesome the ward helped with all if the utility bills until we got the money and could handle it ourselves.

I am so thankful for this church and my awesome ward.

We now are finally settled into an routine I was able to quality for disability and at that time the bishop counseled me to take my retirement out .
I found it was better to just take early retirement then to remove my retirement, so now we have more coming in financially then we did when I was working.

I bought an new to me used Chevy Trailblazer, It was an impulse buy. I wanted to buy a duel cab truck. Oh well ,I'm planning on trading it in next year for what I really want.

I have been called in my ward as the compassionate service leader.It has been quite interesting too say the least.

I have been saving money to go to Utah. Mindy has set a goal to take out her endowments this year and I want to be there for her.
She doesn't want Mom and Dad to know and she doesn't want Mom there. I understand why but i don't agree.
It is her decision though.

Mom does horn in on things to get the attention on herself.
On my wedding day she decided that we had to seal some of her family together. I was upset because she didn't even ask me, she just dropped it on me at the temple.
I just needed to remember that is what the temple is for and so chose after some thought not to let it bother me and to be thankful that I share that day with someone else in my family.

Michael was discharged from the Navy an has landed at my doorstep. He has been here since August
and now I remember why we kicked him out at 18. He is so disruptive. He chooses to live a filthy and immoral life. I don't know when or if he will ever grow up.
He is talking about moving out. I hope he does soon.Then we can get back to some peace and quiet, and Sarah won't have to see his bad example.

Sarah is in 5th grade this year she wanted to be in the band and learn to play the flute,after a month she decided she hates the flute, actually she hates band class. They go to fast for her, so I hired a young sister that was in our ward to teach her. She doesn't practice like she should so I don't think we will continue.
Makes me feel like saying no to anything she might want lessons in if she won't practice. I see it as a waste of money.

We have had an unusually wet winter and have had 2 very big earthquakes. One in Haiti and another in South America. Wow just checked the news and there have been several more quakes in California, Tiawan and Greece. The earth is rebelling and I don't blame it.

Tomorrow is my birthday. I will be 55. When i was young I thought that was so old. I don't know what I will do tomorrow.I'll have to think about it.

Well that's it for today. 
I found this and did not want to lose it so
8 years ago
NEW PAGE IN MY LIFE
This last two weeks have been a time of ups and downs. I have questioned my value as a daughter of god and wondered if I messed up some how.
On sept. 19th when I got to work my asst. boss Jerry Glass escorted me on the golf cart to the front office. He told that Julie Patton the new o/r wanted to see me. When we got there we had to wait as she was not in her office.
In the mean time the head principle Reed Chitwood came in and sat down then Patton finally came in.
She proceeded to say we  have security cameras all over campus and that I was observed taking things off campus.
Needless to say I was shocked.
 I didn't have any idea of what she was talking about.I asked her what I was supposed to have taken, she replied food,and then asked me if I had anything to tell them. I told them the only food I ever took home was stuff they threw away such as frozen cheese from the cafe.
and that  Debbie Raatz said I could help myself to any of the stuff she sells to the kids, but just don't make a habit of it and don't do it every day. There was one day I had sarah with me and she told Sarah she could have anything she wanted and let her choose about three things. She was in the room when Sarah got what she wanted.
I never made habit of it. It was sporadic.
Patton then said we have proof and that the Dist. knows about it and said "they would take me to the mat "but that she pleaded with them saying this is someone's life, lets have some compassion .She said that I could write a resignation or they would have me arrested.I was shocked I could not believe what she was accusing me of.
I asked for some time to myself and Patton escorted me to the phone booth in the lobby where I tried to gain some composure.I prayed and then called my father. After about five or ten min. I went back in, I asked just what would happen if I refused to write a resignation, Jerry Glass explained what would happen. I asked to see this supposed evidence, Patton said they could not show it to me due to they needed to protect the Dist. or some other reason.
I asked again what specifically it was that I was supposed to have taken Patton said candy bars.
Some time In all this the only thing Chitwood said was that everything was inventoried every night.
 The bottom line is I don't have my job anymore.
I do have a lawyer. Norm Fitch,Dominics boss hired him for me.Norm said I needed to fight this that I should have let them call the police.
I didn't want that even if it did make me look guilty. I feel like I was framed or somebodies scapegoat.
I have received two priesthood blessings and the bishop has taken a look at the bills and helped me with them.
Dad is right and so is the prophet don't ever go into debt.
I have about ten thousand dollars in credit card debt.
I have a lawyer helping me with Mikes social security claim and I am praying he qualities, that money will help a lot.
I am trying to get long term disability as well as welfare.
I don't know how that will go.
The Dr. said I can't do the work I was diong before.
I do have to say that Heavenly Father has been helping me a lot. I am so thankful for him.
I got to go to the temple on Thursday. It was so peaceful. While I was there I had some papers printed up to get temple work and sealings done.decided to post it here.